a choice that is hard to make

Fighting for what we know is right is a good thing. I should know because I have been fighting for my son's case since 2008. But recently i made a choice. A choice that is really hard to make. A choice that made me ask myself if I did the right thing. I know deep in my heart that I still want to continue with the case, that is why it hurts me so much thinking that I chose to let it go. That I chose to withdraw the case. The reason why I pulled the case out was because I want to focus on Teo. On the day of our hearing he is confined in the hospital and I cannot leave him. He is the one who is with us now so we might as well focus on him and give him the things that he needs now. But the case is not that time consuming and it doesn't cost that much so why did I end it. I still don't know what to do. I am hoping that as time passes by I will come to an answer. I am hoping and praying that my son will visit me in my dreams and let me know if I did the right thing and to tell me what I need to do. I love him to death and I am longing to see him since the day that he left us. Please Maco, give me wisdom and strength. We love you son and we will do everything that will make you happy.